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Opening up

I'm only just getting to know myself, 
Still discovering who I am
Even though I recently just turned 25, I still feel a little 18, 
I haven't yet achieved all my dreams
I was slow
I wasted my time
I did all those things I shouldn't have done
But guess what, I regret non of it
I broke hearts, mine was broken, 
I did drugs now I'm sober, 
I went out and I want to leave that part just as it is, with the belief that it will get better
I only recently just started loving myself and the things this life has had to show me. 
And I believe mother earth still has a lot to offer
I recently just started appreciating me, and the precious little things I know
The little that I got to learn
So never give up.
I'm getting to do things I never did,
write when I never thought I would,
 I found a safe haven,
And I will not lose this key or share it with anyone so they come and mess it all up for me, 
Or maybe just maybe, I am sharing the key, in a different way that I Don't even understand, because, I'm expressing all this hoping someone would get motivated by it.
And that it will change something in their life positively.
So much to learn, so much to see
I realize that each day, I am only getting started
Bring it on life!
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