I'M A WEIRD HUMAN SPECIES

Yes, I am an obsessive clingy kind of humanoid. You do not want to get involved with me, I will jam up your phone with calls and text messages. All I want is for you to listen to me, look at me, keep an eye on me, love me, hate me, show me the truth of what you really feel, your taste in life, your hearts’ desires so I know what you are all about. Do not make the mistake of giving me your contacts, you will only regret, appreciate it, the fact that I am ready to have you, accept you with all your dirt. Yes I will clean all them up for you, or better yet, have something to put my mind to, trying to solve everything that has been coming your way, will come your way, is in your way. I am so ready so much that I forget my own identity, forget to fulfill my own duties, because it’s about you that I am thinking. The activity you might be doing right now, what you did yesterday, what you will do tomorrow, yes I will not put food into my mouth if you haven’t, I will not eat unless ours is t

My dreams,anticipations,running through my mind, all this when its cold and silent through the night. Loneliness is what I feel,and I cannot achieve when I'm alone. Where did all my friends go? I try to reach them through my phone, but lonely is all I know,  I'm afraid of the things about me that they might have known. So I go through my contacts, who should I call? Do they want to see me in their contact list? Breathe, I keep telling myself, breathe. There must be someone out there who also feels the breeze, Of letting you be the phone contact that rings, Oh why do I feel like this? Someone tell me please, That it's just not me,who clenches my fist, Because I feel so angry at me, at myself You being angry at yourself, Because you know your strength, but are afraid to take a step. Because lonely is your only friend. Eventually you realize, Its freezing in the outside, You've got only you as your warmth inside, Its not lonely, Its just you that

 It occurs to me,and without a doubt to all of us,that we  Human beings are just but animals . Its not just the dogs,wolves,rabbits,rats etc that use their sense of smell for identification. We cannot see whats in the air so we depend on our noses to sense molecules in the invisible air. OK I'm not going to get into the science behind it, although science is real fun, just think of how you are able to get this message through waves and eventually to your brain, simple, or normal you might say,but its interesting. Anyways, my point is,don't be shocked when I try to steal your scent when we meet, its how I identify my fellow human beings,so you better be smelling good on our first date,or at any meeting for that matter. Sorry you had to read this.